i'll be back when im back up on my feet.
i wrote that on my last blog post. only 6 days ago, but so much has changed since then! I'm not back up on my feet yet, but i miss this place! Some things are better... while others? well others are so much worse. I'm going to start opening up a little more.. so here it goes.
Well next weekend, Alexis has surgery.. we're praying for the best on that one! we're sure everything will go smoothly.
I not to long ago lost two friends. Ones that only a week ago I couldn't have imagined not being in my life... but now, i realize that really the only people you need in your life is the ones that need you need in theres. loosing two friends that go to the same school as you brings the drama & attention level up big time! It's not easy to go to school with curious people wanting to know exactly what's going on, and questions constantly being asked.. but i try my best to answer them in the best and most honest way i can!
In all this craziness.. i forgot to thank God for the amazing 14 years of life he has blessed me with! On October 18 I turned 14 and I can't believe how much I have been through! I am so thankful for everything though! for being able to be a big sister twice, for all the opportunities.. for e.v.e.r.y.t.h.i.n.g!
Another big thing has happened, & others are happening, but i cant get the guts to say it! I don't personally know anybody on this blog, but it still makes me nervous. how do i write it? will it come out wrong? i dont want anyone to get the wrong idea...
on a much lighter note today i babysat this little 'angel' while here mum shopped.. oh my goodness. what a handful! this girl was NONSTOP from the time we got to the store! she never stopped moving and i cant believe i managed to get a picture of her actually looking!
( she loved looking at the carousel whenever it started, but she did not want to get on it!)
( she loved this elevator! she squealed every time we got on it!)
( people at the mall were staring.. i think they were getting the idea that she was my baby!)
( this was probably as dangerous as it looks... she sat for about 5 minutes then was up like a wild woman and we took her out!)
- nicki xo
p.s. i forgot to mention.. we're moving! AGAIN! hold on with me!
p.s. i forgot to mention.. we're moving! AGAIN! hold on with me!
I know you dont know me, but I've found that we're alike in quite a few ways. Well, we're both 14, we're both 'teenaged photographers', we both love God, and, well.. we both lost two friends who go to the same school as us. It's so hard going through that, isnt it? The two girls I lost, we all used to be best friends, and all of a sudden they were bullying me, threatening to kill me and my family, and tripping me in the halls at school. I hope all goes well for you while you go through this, and I'll be praying for Alexis.
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