So. Busy!

10/27/2010 it's cold & windy!!!!!!!

YUP... it's soooooo cold and very windy! I HATE IT! I didn't even know how windy it was until after school. I stepped outside of the building, and I was almost knocked of my feet! The wind howled and my hair was everywhere while I searched for my ride... NO ride of course! My luck right?! So I yanked out my cell-phone and with frozen fingers I managed to hit the '6' and click send.. i waited inside until my ride came!
i realllyyy hate the cold weather! or is it just the wind? i could go on forever about how much this sucks.. but the thing i really hate is that tomorrow is moving day & the weather is going to be the same as today! speaking of moving, it just exhausts me thinking about it... packing, unpacking, cleaning.. folding.. stacking.. ugh! but we'll make it through this! im very excited because i know once we move, get settled down, things will hopefully be much better! praying!

( look how cute & comfy someone looks! )

( pretty much sums up how i feel about the weather.... )

- nicki xo
p.s... right now, it's 39 degrees outside! :(

10/26/2010 a little bit of what i love♥

(in no certain order)... i love..

( alexis! so much! shes a giggly little girl whos always screaming, yelling, laughing, or crying! i love her more than words can explain and we're so blessed to have her!)

( the shaytards! if you've never heard of them.. i would recommend you watch there daily vlogs! I really love them. they're an amazing family! This is a picture of there 3 of 4 kids! They are become even more famous You-tuber's by the day, so catch on to reality as fast as you can! http://www.youtube.com/user/shaytards)

( the Gosselins! regardless of their parents, i love these kiddos! theyre so adorable and funny! i love watching them on t.v... even though i have a strong opinion that they should be taken off the show.. more on that later. maybe? :p )

( blogging! oh my goodness! I don't do it very often anymore.. but i love every part of blogging!)

( ellie! crazy girl.. so much fun! we seem to be growing apart and i hate that! i love her to death!)

( facebook. this isnt even a love. its an obsession! (: )

( this angel! shes so talkative now.. and shes getting smarter and naughtier by the hour!)

( ava rosemeyer! this little girl has completely changed my view on the world! may she rest in peace.. i love you ava!)

( sheye rosemeyer photography! SERIOUSLY LOVE!)

( and lastly, youtube. it provides hours of entertainment and music.. and yes that is alexis!)

- nicki xo

10/22/2010

i'll be back when im back up on my feet.
i wrote that on my last blog post. only 6 days ago, but so much has changed since then! I'm not back up on my feet yet, but i miss this place! Some things are better... while others? well others are so much worse. I'm going to start opening up a little more.. so here it goes.
Well next weekend, Alexis has surgery.. we're praying for the best on that one! we're sure everything will go smoothly.
I not to long ago lost two friends. Ones that only a week ago I couldn't have imagined not being in my life... but now, i realize that really the only people you need in your life is the ones that need you need in theres. loosing two friends that go to the same school as you brings the drama & attention level up big time! It's not easy to go to school with curious people wanting to know exactly what's going on, and questions constantly being asked.. but i try my best to answer them in the best and most honest way i can!
In all this craziness.. i forgot to thank God for the amazing 14 years of life he has blessed me with! On October 18 I turned 14 and I can't believe how much I have been through! I am so thankful for everything though! for being able to be a big sister twice, for all the opportunities.. for e.v.e.r.y.t.h.i.n.g!
Another big thing has happened, & others are happening, but i cant get the guts to say it! I don't personally know anybody on this blog, but it still makes me nervous. how do i write it? will it come out wrong? i dont want anyone to get the wrong idea...
on a much lighter note today i babysat this little 'angel' while here mum shopped.. oh my goodness. what a handful! this girl was NONSTOP from the time we got to the store! she never stopped moving and i cant believe i managed to get a picture of her actually looking!

( she loved looking at the carousel whenever it started, but she did not want to get on it!)

( she loved this elevator! she squealed every time we got on it!)

( people at the mall were staring.. i think they were getting the idea that she was my baby!)

( this was probably as dangerous as it looks... she sat for about 5 minutes then was up like a wild woman and we took her out!)

- nicki xo
p.s. i forgot to mention.. we're moving! AGAIN! hold on with me!

10/16/2010 break.

sometimes we all just need a little break.. right?

we certainly do.

i apologize to my dear followers & blog, but we are all just taking a break from everything right now. Sure, i could continue to blog, but certainly nobody wants to hear how terrible things are, or the look on Ellie's face when she finds things out, or even how i cry sometimes twice a day, when things are just too much. but ill spare you all those facts. i'll be back when im back up on my feet.
- until then.

- nicki xo

10/14/2010

there's nothing i could say to you..

nothing i could ever do..

to make you see..

what you mean to me ♥

( isn't she just the most depressing child? :) )

- nicki xo
p.s. the words are from the song 'i will be' loveeee it!

( i love this girl! im working on getting her to say 'iloveyou' )

SOMEONE wasnt in the mood for pictures today!
- nicki xo

10/12/2010 tennis p.2

& the rest of the tennis/ park pictures from yesterday...








these next two are from today:

(this is another favorite of her.. such a happy girl!)

that's all for tonight.. prayers please..
- nicki xo