9/29/2010

{ favorite picture above }
... very. tough. day.. so many tears.. not going to write much today. thanks for the support ♥



best part of my day.. ?
.... hugging this princess & telling her how much iloveher..♥
















- nicki xo

raw (e) girly ♥

i wasn't sure what picture to use for this entry, yet i have so many girly ones! I picked this one.. because what is more girlie than pink!? (:
- nicki xo
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9/27/2010

The days are much easier.. sometimes.. still praying ♥

a little auto-fix & sharping on this picture.. and thats about it!





- nicki xo

9/26/2010 100th post!

I'm so excited! This is my hundredth post! I would have blogged last night, but I was really tired so I just waited until this morning!
I took all of these yesterday.
You can see in this picture just how much fun this motorcycle is! (:













If you're wondering why baby born's mouth has white stuff on it, it would be because Ellie and Alexis feed him things they probably shouldn't!

- nicki xo
p.s. I would like to thank everyone who has given me support throughout this tough time! It means so much! xxoo

9/23/2010 smiles ...

Taken..
Tuesday, ‎September ‎21, ‎2010

every story has an end, but in life every ending is just a new beginning..

that saying couldn't be more true..

- nicki xo

9/22/2010

I'm sooo proud of myself! I FINALLY organized all of my folders! I now have 10 very organized folders- much better than the 20+ folders! I found so many pictures that I haven't shared here- and since my camera doesn't come out very much anymore.. I will just share some older pictures.
This is one of my favorite. So peaceful. Saturday, ‎July ‎03, ‎2010, ‏‎2:59:56 AM

- nicki xo

9/21/2010 prayers please

I haven't blogged in awhile. Life is busy! I probably wouldn't be blogging right now if it wasn't for my followers. I feel like if I follow someones blog, they should blog once in awhile! I haven't taken very many pictures, but I have had my picture taken. I have done so much since I last post. I have also done a lot of thinking. I don't like to talk about my very personal life on the internet, but what other reasons do I have? Life has gotten harder and there's no need to act like everything's okay & that my world is perfect, when it's not. But the thing is, I hate to complain. So many more people are in such worse positions than I am. But some days- I crack under pressure. Tears flow and hearts are heavy in my world now. I try to think how blessed I really am, but some days it's hard to see. It's hard to even right about it. I feel the need to break down. Just to get everything out..
I pray and ask for the strength to be strong. For myself, my family... for my friends even. I want everything to be 'okay' and I do an amazing job at acting like everything is okay. I can smile when all I want to do is fall into someone's arms and cry. For someone to tell me that everything is going to be fine. I'm so thankful for the people I have!
I don't think I will share exactly whats going on around here.. but I feel so selfish to ask for prayers. Very selfish. My world has been altered yes, but there is so many worse things going on that need prayers. But I will. I feel I need them.
Please pray for my family and myself... for strength to make it through everyday with a smile on my face that isn't always fake. For some light.. I feel things will only get worse, before they get better. I like to brush that thought away. But I it's true. Please pray..
- Nicki xo
p.s. Here's pictures of how the days are. Black & White and blurry. But love is there.


wow. what a post. tears are flowing.. prayers are need xo

9/9/2010 Thursday. post 96!

guys guys guys! guess what!? I almost have 100 posts!




- nicki xo
p.s. i really am sorry for the crappy posts! i will try better... next week:)